My journey at Informa started in 2016. I had a standard 2-stage interview process and was welcomed to (at the time) a multi-cultural team. I got on with my team but could not relate to everyone. I remember vividly on my first day, the only other black girl coming over to check on me at lunch because she understood the challenges of the corporate world and how overwhelming it can be when you do not see people like you or feel the comfort of "fitting in". She knew what it was like to not only be the new girl but the new black girl. Although my team had individuals from Spain, Greece, Finland and China; it was still a visibly white team. When the only other black girl feels the need to personally introduce herself and mention our shared heritage, it’s clear there is not enough diversity in the workplace. This also goes for the silent ‘I see you’ nod that is shared between black colleagues when we notice each other, together with the fact we can often count how many of us there are in an office/floor. Speaking to other new colleagues of non-black backgrounds, they did not share the same anxieties, because the challenges of finding people that look like you in the workplace, is not part of everyone’s lived experience.
Almost 2 years on, I applied for a promotion and was hired by a black manager. This was a first for me and whilst prior to the interview process I had no idea who my manager would be, I have to say it was a welcomed change. Being able to see someone that looked like me in such a senior position, I was not only honoured to be a part of her team but inspired. Prior to my current role, I interviewed for 3 other internal roles within Informa, all of which I was qualified for and received fantastic feedback but was overlooked and the position was given to other non-black colleagues. Whilst I cannot put this down to race, when I look at the teams, I must take a moment to ask myself whether it was just down to character fit or bias. I know that where I am is where I am supposed to be, but getting here also had its obstacles. I had to negotiate a salary that I know for a fact was offered to a colleague who applied for the exact same role in another team. Again, this may not be race related but when certain privileges are handed to some and others must work twice as hard for the same, it would be remiss of me if I didn’t even acknowledge the possibility.
When everything kicked off with the BLM movement and brands were speaking out, and masses of non-black individuals took to the streets to protest with us, it was overwhelming but reassuring. However, when the company you work for and spend most of your time at does not acknowledge the movement much less support it, it raised a lot of questions for me. Informa’s silence on the matter was disappointing but also what lead me to this point; to being connected to the other founding council members and starting All Informa Nations.
We as black and minority colleagues deserve to be heard, represented and supported – that is what this network aims to do as well as sharing more personal stories like this, to humanise the issue.